sorry everyone, i know that it has been awhile since ive posted anything. honestly, i just didnt really have much to say. i was just waiting around to see if AF (aunt flo) would show up on her own this time instead of having to take drugs to induce it, and luckily, i have seen signs of her today. usually for me, getting AF is a depressing time, but today i actually celebrated since it is the first month in awhile that she has showed up without any assistance.
so anyway, im a day late, but welcome ICLW’ers, i promise i usually post more often. i have really been on an emotional roller coaster this past month, but i am beginning to come back around, as i always do, to the fact that God is good and that i can’t escape Him, even when he strikes me down. as much as long to not believe anymore in a God that has chosen to make me wait for the one thing i long for, i just cant run away from the truth that has proven itself to me over and over again. so now i am just praying for some peace from the Lord, just a little bit of understanding maybe. oh, and also, a baby would be nice too 
hiya…sorry for the emotional rollacoaster. i’ve been on that ride before and it sucks. =( but yay that AF showed w/o assistance. Also, i dont want to sound all preachy, but i dont think God actually strikes people down. That’s the devil that does that, right??
It took me several years of IF to come to that conclusion. It’s good that you are still firm in your faith.
Sorry to hear that you have been on a roller coaster. I hate them emotional or real!
Take care and good luck!
ICLW
Hooray for a period coming unassisted! That is good news.
IF is a not a fun ride. I hope things get better for you.
I think I have been on that rollercoaster too. I hope you find peace soon.