So P and I are getting ready to begin fertility treatments. We have decided to keep this quiet, so I guess I won’t be giving out my blog address anytime soon. Maybe we will change our minds after a little bit and then I will give it out, or we may get pregnant(!) and then of course I will tell others about the blog. We have our consultation appointment on Wednesday and P will be coming with me…this is a big change from last time when I was going through all the testing. The Lord has answered a big prayer of mine in that P is definitely on board this time! He is as into it this time as I am, and that is something that was sorely lacking last year. I realized that I really cannot do this, cannot go through the procedures, take the drugs, do the tests, get poked and prodded and see negatives on pregnancy tests without him being as serious about it as I am. So off we go! I think I will use this space to chronicle the experience and will eventually publish it, because I really desire to use my experience and my voice to help others the way other infertility blogs have helped me. I may even decide to tell others about this soon, I don’t know..I will have to talk with P about that one of course.
getting ready… December 1, 2008