sorry everyone, i know that it has been awhile since ive posted anything. honestly, i just didnt really have much to say. i was just waiting around to see if AF (aunt flo) would show up on her own this time instead of having to take drugs to induce it, and luckily, i have seen signs of her today. usually for me, getting AF is a depressing time, but today i actually celebrated since it is the first month in awhile that she has showed up without any assistance.
so anyway, im a day late, but welcome ICLW’ers, i promise i usually post more often. i have really been on an emotional roller coaster this past month, but i am beginning to come back around, as i always do, to the fact that God is good and that i can’t escape Him, even when he strikes me down. as much as long to not believe anymore in a God that has chosen to make me wait for the one thing i long for, i just cant run away from the truth that has proven itself to me over and over again. so now i am just praying for some peace from the Lord, just a little bit of understanding maybe. oh, and also, a baby would be nice too 🙂